Sunday, January 18, 2009
The last thoughts for the day.
Photo Credit: IDK...I found it on Google.
Location: Santorini, Greece.
I want to go home.
I miss the openess, the crampedness, the white washed buildings, the blue domes, the blue sky and stunning water. The rocky cliffs and much much more.
I just want to go home.
And I wrote a poem-y song today. I shall post that tommarow. Possibly.
And I love the snow.
I miss her.
I really want to learn to play the guitar.
And I want to play my cello more.
I have a strange addiction to the wierdest foods.
People I don't really know scare me.
Probably because I want to learn more about them.
Sleep patterns of people fascinate me.
The way people act fascinate me.
I love the 1920s.
I think that pink Louboutins are pretty fab.
I ramble a lot.
I love Shakespearre.
I collect junk. seriously.
Photography fascinates me.
The way things work is amazing.
I want to be a camerawoman.
I can't get rid of things...both tangible and abstract.
I wish I were older.
I wish I were younger.
I'm an addict.
I can't break habbits.
Things need to change.
Things need to stay the same.
I can do the star treck think with my toes, but not with my hands
Shoes and bras I think are pretty pointless.
I have random Yoda/Holden Caufield moments.
I have nothing to read.
I have been listening to the same 15 songs for the past...oh three months. Plus some random other ones that just seem to appear in playlists that I add to give some variety.
I'm really hungry.
I can't let some things go.
I'm scared that my life is too definate.
The past scares me.
Lying is scary.
Bracelets are pretty awesome.
I have dresses in my closet I have yet to year.
I love even numbers, 13, and incriments of 5.
I want to dance in the rain.
I want to have glorious sex with a stranger on a beach.
I secretly think I'm dead and watching my life.
Life is on a fast forward button.
I can't find my glasses.
I talk alot. mostly about me.
I'm afriad that I found love prematurely.
I'm scared of losing people.
I don't want to get off of this chair.
I want a neon pink headband.
My order from AA still hasn't come.
I don't know what to do with my life.
History fascinates me.
And to think that this post started out as "I want to go to Greece..."