My Nonna leaves for Italy next Wednesday. She's invited me to go back. I think I'm going to. I can ski, see my family, and go to Milan and Roma. It'll be fun. I think she's afraid of going home and being alone again. And she's offered to buy airfare. So that's nice.
Anyway...nothing's new. I've been a bum. I also lost it again last night. I went out with Ethan and we were walking to the car and I saw her. Like, physically saw her. That's never happened. And I was like "LOOK LOOK LOOK!" But it wasn't her. It was a girl, about the same hieght, wearing an outfit Kelli would have worn, and had the same hair and similar facial features. It was bad. But I'm okay now, I think.
And...hmm. There was something else I was going to say but forgot. Typical.